
Motivators…
MY FATHER… (MY HEART) My father is dead. He died of a sudden heart attack right before I went into my first year of junior high. I have 3 sisters but I was the only one from my father . I would not be half the person I am if it was not for him. He gave me my heart which I guess has a hint of irony. My father would always encourage and support me in my endeavors, He taught be to fight for my dream no matter what people say or do. He was nice to everyone and never took anyone one for granted. He gave me a positive outlook on life which encouraged me to follow my dream of making it in the artistic field instead of the more acknowledged field of Law. My father gave me one of my strongest motivation skills; Love for Life and the courage to become my vision. He died too soon and was taken from me when I was just starting into my adolescence. Death has a strong impact on live and could help shape and make you or it can tear you apart. For me it shaped my life. I now know that life is short. I believe that anything could happen at any given moment because it happened to me. I now Love life and refuse to anything but live it up to the fullest. There for my father is my heart because he reminds me to follow the beat of my own drum.
MY MOTHER... (MY PURPOSE) My mother is struggling. She has always been the strongest pillar in my entire family. My mother supported 3 girls as a single mother while trying to support her sister who is only a few years younger then her and has a drug addiction and also helping support her mother who has trouble with finances. She is so giving and loving. I can see how it affects her though. My mother and I have always been two peas in a pod and she really does know EVERYTHING about me. I will tell about my love life, school, my thoughts, my work and even my sex life haha. She is the greatest friend I have and I don’t think I could have made it through everything if it was not for her. I admire my mother’s independence and inner strength to continue no matter hard things get. Since I know her so well, I also know when she is hurting. My mother is having a rough time right now as most of the economy is. This time I can see the struggle it is for her to keep high hopes and solve all the relationship, responsibilities, and financial problems. My mother is my purpose. Together we work hard to get me to my goals and dreams. I want to make it not only for myself but for her. I want her to have for the first time in her life someone to lean on. Without cares, without work, without problems…..Free. I want to give my mom that freedom that security so that she can retire from the heavy load on her shoulders of constantly trying to keep everything together. Even though she is helping me and encouraging me for my own benefit not at all for hers, I am in it for both. I won’t stop because she has faith in me and I won’t let her down because there will not be a better feeling then the feeling I will have when I set her free.
MY CULTURE... (MY INPIRATION) My culture gives me pride. I have always been the one out of All my sisters that really grabbed on to the Puerto Rican side of the family(although my other sister is a esl and Spanish teacher) I take my culture more in as a way of life. My grandmother was born in Puerto rico and teaches my how to cook Puerto Rican dishes and speak Spanish and most of all she introduced me to Spanish soaps. It was not until 2 years ago that I found my passion to act in them. I was watching the soap opera Destilando Amor .It started off with me catching one or two episodes when I could and then turned into watching every episode taping the ones I would miss to watch after work. I fell in love with the passion. Being such a hopeless romantic every episode gave me a the fix the would feed my heart. When the actors were sad I was said…if they cried I would cry…It sound so cliché’ and that I am a emotional person but the truth was it had nothing to do with me but everything to do with the actors. I believed they were these people with these problems. They let their characters consume them completely and deliver to the viewers every emotion needed to interpret the characters feeling. I knew then that Spanish soap operas would be my road to success. It has everything I AM IN IT. They dance and some sing, They fall in love over and over again, They embrace the Latin culture, They use Spanish…then there was the last piece of evidence e that I needed to inspire me..I watched some talk shows and reality shows with these same amazing actors. I can not express how different the Latin famous people are as appose to our culture. The Latin culture does not separate their stars from common folk. The star go right up to their fans, they tell about their own lives, they encourage others. True rolemoldes. The best example of this is a show called “cantando por un sueno” or depending on the season “Bailando por un sueno” (translated means singing for a dream or dancing for a dream). A show in which a famous actor or comedian is teamed up with a person who wants to help someone they love. For example on guy wanted to pay for his mothers eye surgery because she was going blind. Then these stars and their partners are teamed up with a professional singer or dancer to teach then routines and song in which they will perform together against the other contestants to try and will the dreams of all these people. Keep in mind that these stars don’t normally sing or dance and have little to no experience but they really want to help these people obtain their dreams. I mean the stars laugh and even cry with their fans. Its sooo touching and heart warming. That is why my culture inspires me because it allows me to be and do what I love and eventually help others do the same.
"If you do what you love, You will never WORK a day in your life !"